AUGUST 27, 2013-TUESDAY

DEAR GOD,

GREETINGS...

THIS IS THE SECOND DAY THAT WE HAVE NOTHING.

WE HAVE NO FUNDS TO HELP OTHERS IN NEED.

THE ITEMS WE HAVE SOLD WERE NOT YET PAID BY THE PERSON WE EXPECT TO PAY.

THE MONEY THAT WERE PROMISED TO US WERE DELAYED.

THIS DAY, AS SAME AS YESTERDAY, WE HAVE NOTHING.

OTHER PEOPLE SUFFER AS WE SUFFER.

AS WE SUFFER, THE POOR FAMILIES WE ARE HELPING ALSO SUFFER.

IF THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT O GOD, THEN DO NOT SEND HELP ANYMORE TOMORROW.

IF 3 DAYS WILL BE COMPLETED WITHOUT RECEIVING ANY HELP, THEN IT IS A SIGN THAT YOU WANT ME TO STOP SERVING YOU.

IF THAT HAPPENS, I WILL STOP SERVING YOU THIS WAY.

WE HAVE BEEN DILIGENT IN SERVING YOU THROUGH THE MISSION WORKS.

IF IT DOES NOT PLEASE YOU TO BE SERVED THIS WAY, DENY US HELP TOMORROW, SO THAT I WILL TAKE MY OWN PATH SEPARATE FROM YOU.

THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING.

BUT IF YOU DO NOT FULFILL YOUR PROMISE AS I CONTINUE OUR MISSION WORKS, IT WILL EXCUSE ME FROM WORKING FURTHER AS YOUR MISSIONER.

I DO NOT LOSE FAITH IN YOU, BUT IF YOU DO NOT BECOME TRUE TO YOUR PROMISES, I WILL NOT BE OBLIGED TO FOLLOW YOU ANYMORE.

YOU KNOW MY HEART- AND I WILL NOT FOLLOW A GOD WHO IS NOT TRUE TO HIS PROMISES.

IF YOU DO NOT WANT MY SERVICE, YOU CAN DEFINITELY SAY IT THROUGH THIS: 

DO NOT ALLOW ANY HELP TO COME TO ME TOMORROW.

I PROMISE, THAT IF YOU DO SO, I WILL NOT ANYMORE SERVE YOU. 

I WILL NOT ANYMORE POST TO THIS BLOG, AND WILL DISCONTINUE BEING A PART OF DEUS(GOD).

I WILL RETIRE TO MY PRIVATE LIFE, AWAY FROM MY PREVIOUS SERVICE TO YOU.

I WILL SELL ALL OF MY THINGS RELATED TO THE SPIRITUAL, AND BEGIN ANEW.

THIS I WILL DO IF YOU DENY HELP TOMORROW.

I HAVE DONE WHAT I CAN GOD TO CONTINUE, BUT IT SEEMS YOU ARE NOT THERE.

ARE YOU TURNING A BLIND EYE OR A DEAF EAR UNTO ME?

IF SO, THEN, I SUPPOSE, I CAN TURN A BLIND EYE AND A DEAF EAR TO THE SUFFERING, AS YOU DO THIS THINGS TO ME.

I HAVE BEEN A GOOD SERVANT TO YOU.

WHAT I HAVE, I GIVE TO THE POOR AND THE NEEDY- TO FOLLOW YOUR WORD.

I HAVE SACRIFICED MANY THINGS TO FOLLOW YOU.

BUT IT SEEMS YOU ARE BLIND AND DEAF TO ME NOW.

THEREFORE, AS YOU ARE TO ME, I WILL BE TO YOU.

AS YOU ARE TO ME, I WILL BE TO OTHERS.

IT IS YOUR WILL THAT I BECOME SO, THEREFORE, I WILL BE SO.

TOMORROW, IF YOU DO DENY US HELP, FIND ANOTHER PERSON WHO WILL SERVE YOU THE WAY I SERVED YOU.

HOPE YOU WILL FEEL HOW IT IS TO BE HUNGRY, DEPRIVED AND HAVE NOTHING BUT EXPECTING MERCY FROM OTHERS.

YOU ARE ON HEAVEN, LIVING A COMFORTABLE LIFE, AWAY FROM THE SUFFERINGS OF THIS WORLD.

THEREFORE, IF YOU WILL BE DEAF AND BLIND TO ME, IT ONLY SHOWS THAT IT IS A LIE THAT YOU BE CALLED THE GOD OF MERCY AND COMPASSION.

IF YOU ARE ANGRY WITH ME, KILL ME, I WON'T MIND.

BETTER TO DIE THAN TO SUFFER SERVING A GOD WHO IS OBLIVIOUS TO THE NEEDS OF HIS PEOPLE.

DESTROY ME IF YOU LIKE- WHAT I AM SAYING HERE IS TRUE.

YOU HAVE BEEN DEAF AND BLIND TO ME SINCE YESTERDAY.

I DON'T MIND IF YOU CONTINUE- YOU CAN FIND OTHER PEOPLE TO SERVE YOU.

I HAVE MY FILL OF SUFFERINGS AND DENIAL, AND OTHERS SUFFER FROM YOU AS WELL.

MIGHT AS WELL KILL US THAN MAKE US FURTHER SUFFER.

DEATH IS SWEETER THAN SUFFERING.

MAY YOU END MY SUFFERING O GOD.