AUGUST 19, 2013- MONDAY

TO OUR BRETHREN:

LET US PRAY FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO ARE AFFECTED BY CALAMITIES, THAT THEY MAY ENDURE THE HARDSHIPS THEY ARE FACING.

THIS DAY, I AM UNABLE TO CONDUCT ANY MISSION WORKS NOR HELP OF ANY KIND BECAUSE OF THE FOLLOWING REASONS:

1. FLOOD IS PREVALENT AT OUR AREA, AND THUS, WE HAVE TO STAY AT HOME AT THIS TIME.

2. FUNDS ARE AT ZERO, AND NO MISSION WORKS CAN BE ACCOMPLISHED AT THIS TIME WITH ZERO FUNDING.

3. DUE TO THE FACT THAT THERE ARE NO FUNDS AND IF WE GO OUT, MANY POOR IN NEED WILL ASK FOR OUR HELP, AND WE HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE TO THEM- SUCH PAINS US.

4. WE ARE IN THE OBLIGATION TO HELP THE POOR AND THE NEEDY UNDER THE SERVICE OF GOD.... BUT SINCE THERE ARE NO MORE RESOURCES TO HELP THE NEEDY,I WILL STAY AT HOME.... IT IS NOT MY FAULT ANYMORE IF POOR PEOPLE AND POOR FAMILIES WE ARE HELPING GROW HUNGRY- WE HAVE NOTHING MORE TO GIVE AS HELP TO THEM.

THEREFORE, THE BEST DECISION IS TO STAY AT HOME THIS DAY.

GOD WILL UNDERSTAND WHY I DECIDED TO STAY AT HOME.

IF GOD WOULD WANT US TO CONTINUE ON TO HELP THOSE WHO ARE IN NEED, GOD SHOULD HAVE SENT AMPLE AMOUNT OF FUNDING FOR US TO CONTINUE.

THEREFORE, GOD SHOULD NOT BLAME ME FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO DO MISSION WORKS THIS DAY.

GOD SHOULD NOT QUESTION MY DECISION IF EVER I DID NOT GO OUT TO MISSION- THE WEATHER IS ADVERSE AND WE HAVE NOTHING ANYMORE TO GIVE.

THEREFORE, I WOULD ASK GOD THIS SIGN.

IF GOD IS NOT FAVORABLE ANYMORE IN MAKING US INSTRUMENTS OF HELPING OTHERS IN NEED, MAY GOD STOP TOMORROW EVERY KIND OF HELP UNTO US TOMORROW, THAT WE MAY BE INCAPACITATED TO HELP OTHERS TOMORROW.

IF GOD WILL DO THIS TO US, I WILL QUIT FROM BEING A MISSIONER THIS COMING WEDNESDAY- FOR IT IS GOD'S WILL THAT I SHOULD QUIT.

IF GOD WILL ABANDON US TOMORROW, IT MEANS GOD WANTS TO BE SERVED BY ANOTHER PERSON AND NOT BY ME.

IF THIS SIGN HAPPENS TOMORROW, I WILL STEP DOWN FROM THE MISSIONARY WORKS AND END THIS WEDNESDAY ANY FURTHER POSTINGS IN THIS BLOG.

THE GROUP I HAVE BEEN ENTRUSTED FOR SO LONG I WILL GIVE TO OUR ELDERS TO GUIDE AFTER I STEP DOWN AS A MISSIONER IF THE SIGN TOMORROW HAPPENS.

IF GOD ABANDONS ME TOMORROW, I WILL SELL ALL THE ITEMS I HAVE IN TERMS OF THE SPIRITUAL, OR BURN THEM, SINCE I AM NOT ANYMORE FAVORED BY GOD TO SERVE HIM.

I WILL REST TODAY, AND JUST WAIT FOR GOD'S ANSWER.