TO THE GOD OF GODS, LORD OF LORDS BE THE GLORY FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN.
KADOSH, KADOSH, KADOSH,
ADONAI ELOHIM TZEVAOT
ASHER HAYAH VEHOVEH VEYAVOH
PRAYER, WORSHIP, THANKS AND PRAISE TO THE GOD OF GODS, LORD OF LORDS.
TO GOD I ENTRUST EVERYTHING.
THIS DAY, DID NOT RECEIVE ANY DONATIONS, NOR DID I HAVE ANY MONEY AT ALL.
I SOLD PERSONAL BELONGINGS TO BE ABLE TO CONTINUE OUR MISSIONARY WORKS.
GAVE FINANCIAL HELP TO POOR FAMILIES.
I RESTED AT HOME, NOT PLANNING TO GO OUT.
I WAS AWAKENED BY A CALL, THAT SOMEONE NEED MY HELP.
WENT TO OUR LOCAL CHURCH.
DID FREE CONSULT TO A SICK PERSON
VISITED MY GRANDMOTHER.
WENT SOMEWHERE TO ENTRUST THESE MEDICINES- WHICH I HAVE GIVEN FOR FREE TO SOMEONE WHO IS SICK.
THIS MEDICINES WAS GIVEN TO ME BY OUR PARISH TO HELP THE SICK.
MY LAST MONEY I GAVE TO THE POOR AS ALMS.
TODAY, I WILL NOT DO ANY FUNDS AUDIT, SINCE THE MONEY SPENT ON MISSION WORKS ARE NOT DONATED MONEY, BUT FROM THE SALE OF PERSONAL ITEMS, JUST TO CONTINUE OUR MISSION WORKS.
THIS DAY, I AM LEFT WITH NO FUNDS- ALL IS SPENT IN THE MISSION WORKS.
IF NO HELP WILL COME BY TOMORROW, IT CANNOT BE HELPED BUT TO STOP THE MISSION WORKS FOR THE TIME BEING.
OFFERING TO OUR GOD THESE MISSION WORKS.
GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH SACRIFICES HAS BEEN DONE FOR THESE MISSION WORKS TO CONTINUE.
GOD KNOWS WHAT KINDS OF SUFFERINGS AND TORTURES I HAVE TO ENDURE JUST TO CONTINUE.
HAVE TO FACE HUMILIATION, DREAD, HELPLESSNESS, HUMILITY, PATIENCE, SORROW, DESPAIR, AND OTHER KINDS OF INTERNAL SUFFERING AND ENDURE ALL OF THESE IN THE PROCESS OF CONTINUING THESE MISSION WORKS.
THERE ARE TIMES I HAVE TO SUFFER A LOT FROM THE APATHY AND LACK OF CONCERN FROM PEOPLE I KNOW AND TRUSTED THROUGHOUT THE YEARS.
I AM AT TIMES QUESTIONING OUR GOD WHY IS IT THAT THERE IS A LOT OF SUFFERING IN THIS WORLD.
IN MY DAILY MISSION WORKS, I AM FEELING THE PAIN AND SUFFERING OF THE PEOPLE WHO ASKS HELP FROM ME.
I SEE THAT THE PROBLEMS OF POVERTY HAVE WORSENED IN THE DAYS THAT CAME BY, AND THE RESOURCES TO HELP THOSE WHO ARE IN NEED BECAME HARD TO PASS BY.
IT IS BY SHEER MIRACLE OF GOD THAT WE ARE ABLE TO CONTINUE.
I HAVE BEEN PUT IN THE POSITION THAT MY LIFE AND HEALTH HAS BEEN COMPROMISED IN THE COURSE OF DOING THESE MISSION WORKS.
I SIMPLY DO NOT KNOW HOW LONG I CAN STILL ENDURE ALL OF THESE, BUT IN MY HEART, GOD KNOWS, I WANT TO ENDURE TILL THE END.
IF THE TIME COMES THAT GOD WILL TAKE AWAY MY LIFE, I HOPE THAT SOMEONE FROM OUR BRETHREN WILL CONTINUE THE MISSION WORKS I HAVE LEFT BY,
WHEN I DIE, I WISH THAT PEOPLE, IN THEIR OWN LITTLE WAY, WILL HELP THOSE WHO ARE IN NEED, EVEN HOW LITTLE THAT HELP IS, IN ACCORDANCE TO WHAT WE ARE CAPABLE OF ACCOMPLISHING.
BEING SUBJECTED TO THE SITUATION OF BEING UNEMPLOYED, TO GIVE FREE MEDICAL CONSULTS WITHOUT MONETARY COMPENSATIONS, TO DO MISSIONARY HELP TO THE POOR AND THE NEEDY WITHOUT RESOURCES TO DEPEND ON, ALL OF THESE MISSION WORKS DONE ARE TRULY GOD'S DIVINE INTERVENTION.
BEFORE I WAS ORDERED BY THE DIVINE WILL TO MAKE THIS BLOG, AND MAKE THE ENTRIES THEREOF, I HAVE BEEN WORKING IN THE HOSPITAL AS A PHYSICIAN.
AS A PHYSICIAN, MY EARNINGS, AFTER TAX DEDUCTION, I HAVE BEEN GIVING TO THE POOR AND THE NEEDY, AND AS HELP FOR POOR FAMILIES IN NEED.
TIME CAME THAT GOD ASKED ME TO DEPEND ENTIRELY ON HIM AND NOT ON MY OWN WAY OF ACCOMPLISHING THE MISSION WORKS, I WAS VERY RESISTANT TO THE IDEA OF DOING MISSION WORKS WITHOUT ANY DEPENDABLE RESOURCES TO DO SO.
FOR YEARS I HAVE TRIED TO FIGHT IT OFF.
THE TIME CAME THAT MY VERY LIFE WAS PUT ON THE LINE BECAUSE OF MY RESISTANCE.
THEN, THE LIFE OF PERSONS DEAR TO ME WERE TAKEN BECAUSE OF MY RESISTANCE.
AFTER SO MUCH RESISTANCE, I FINALLY GAVE IN TO THE DIVINE WILL, AND THIS BLOG WAS BORN FROM THAT TIME ONWARDS.
I AM JUST A PERSON LIKE YOU, WHO HAVE DREAMS, AND CAN FEEL HOW IS IT TO SUFFER.
THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME IS THAT I BECAME A SLAVE OF GOD, SUBJECTED TO MUCH DIFFICULTIES, IN ORDER TO FULFILL HIS DIVINE WILL.
I AM NEVER GOOD, AND LIKE YOU, I AM IMPERFECT AND PRONE TO ERRORS.
LIKE YOU, I SIN, AND AT TIMES, FALL INTO DESPAIR BECAUSE OF HOPELESSNESS.
IF I AM TO ASSESS MYSELF, I AM AN IMPERFECT SERVANT OF GOD.
BUT I AM TRYING MY BEST TO DO HIS DIVINE WILL, EVEN IF I SUFFER ALONG THE WAY.
THOUGH I SIN ALONG THE WAY, I DO NOT FORGET TO DO HIS WILL AS DEMANDED FROM ME AS GOD'S SLAVE.
I HAVE COME TO THE POINT OF WAITING FOR MY END TO COME.
BUT AS LONG AS THAT END HAS NOT YET COME, WILL CONTINUE THESE MISSION WORKS TILL MY END COMES.
I THANK AND PRAISE GOD FOR EVERYTHING.
IN SUFFERING I HAVE LEARNED MUCH.
IN DESPAIR, I HAVE LEARNED TO HOPE IN GOD.
IN GIVING UP EVERYTHING FOR GOD, I CAME TO UNDERSTAND WHO GOD REALLY IS AND HOW ESSENTIAL GOD IS IN OUR LIVES.
OFFERING TO GOD MY LIFE, TO CONTINUE ON WITH HIS MISSION WORKS.
I ASK GOD'S MERCY AND COMPASSION THAT I MAY BE GIVEN BY OUR GOD THE RESOURCES TO CONTINUE ON TO ACCOMPLISH HIS MISSION WORKS, FOR AT THIS TIME, I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO GIVE BUT MY LOVE TO THOSE WHO ARE IN NEED.
WE ARE OUT OF RESOURCES, AND PEOPLE WHO DEPEND ON OUR HELP WILL SUFFER HUNGER AND DESPAIR IF HELP DOES NOT COME.
MAY GOD BE MERCIFUL AS TO PROVIDE US WITH RESOURCES TO ADDRESS THE NEEDS OF THOSE WHO ASKS HELP FROM US.
TO GOD BE THE GLORY FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN.
