JULY 12, 2013- FRIDAY

THE REMAINDER OF TODAY'S MISSION WORKS.

MONEY GIVEN FOR THE POOR FAMILIES.

REMAINING BALANCE OF FUNDS AT HAND: P69
(WITH P3,750 DEBT)

MORE DEMANDS WERE ASKED FROM ME WHICH I CAN NO LONGER GIVE.

THERE ARE TIMES I ASK GOD WHY DID I HAVE TO CARRY THIS MUCH BURDEN ON MY SHOULDERS WHICH I SHOULD NOT BE THE ONE TO CARRY THESE HEAVY LOADS.

WHY DID I HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO SACRIFICE SO THAT OTHERS MAY SURVIVE?

WHY DO I HAVE DO DO ALL OF THESE THINGS WHEN IN FACT ALL OF THESE WILL ONLY INFLICT MUCH BURDEN ON ME?

WHY O GOD, WHY?

I AM LONGING TO FIND MY ETERNAL REST FROM ALL OF THESE.

I HAVE SUFFERED MUCH AND LIVED A LIFE FULL OF SUFFERING.

EACH DAY I SEE SUFFERING IN MY LIFE.

EACH DAY I GO OUT I MEET SUFFERING.

THERE IS NO END TO IT.

I SUFFER BECAUSE OF THE COMPASSION I FEEL FOR THE SUFFERING..

MAY GOD GIVE ME A HEART THAT CAN ENDURE ALL OF THESE.

MAY GOD CHANGE MY SPIRIT FROM THAT WHO FEELS SO MUCH SORROW BECAUSE OF COMPASSION, TO A HEART THAT DO GOD'S WILL WITHOUT ANY REMORSE OR REGRET.

IF I AM SINNING BECAUSE OF THIS, MAY GOD FORGIVE ME.

IF HE FINDS ME UNWORTHY TO CONTINUE ON THESE MISSION WORKS, MAY HE STRIKE ME WITH HIS MIGHTY HANDS AND KILL ME.

BETTER TO DIE AND TO SUFFER NO LONGER THAN TO ENDURE EVERYDAY THIS KIND OF FATE.

MY GOD IS KNOWN BY THE NAME OF ABBA, 
AND YHWH.

IF EVER YOU WILL SEE THAT MY GOD WILL FORSAKE ME OR SET ME TO ACCOMPLISH THINGS WITHOUT HELPING ME ALONG THE WAY, DO NOT BELIEVE IN MY GOD.

IF EVER MY GOD ABBA, AND YHWH WILL DELIVER ME UNTO THE HANDS OF MY ENEMIES, DO NOT BELIEVE MY GOD.

WHATEVER HAPPENS TO ME, IT WILL BE THE DOINGS OF GOD ABBA AND YHWH.

FOR I HAVE FOLLOWED THEM AND ACCOMPLISHED ALL THESE MISSION WORKS FOR THE SAKE OF THEIR WORD.

WHOEVER FOLLOWS THIS PATH OF MINE WILL SUFFER THE SAME WAY AS I HAVE SUFFERED.

IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO SUFFER AS I HAVE, DO NOT LIVE THIS PATH OF MINE.

IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO SUFFER AS I HAVE SUFFERED, DO NOT FOLLOW MY GOD ABBA AND YHWH, NOR HEED HIS WORDS.

FOR THE LIFE IN GOD IS FULL OF SUFFERING.

THE JOY GOD HAS PROMISED IS NOT THE JOY OF THIS WORLD BUT IN THE LIFE TO COME.

IF YOU DO NOT BELIEVE IN THE LIFE TO COME, NOR ON THE WORDS OF GOD ABBA AND YHWH, REFRAIN FROM FOLLOWING MY PATH, FOR YOU WILL SUFFER AS I HAVE SUFFERED.

AS THE LORD SUFFERS, ALL THOSE WHO FOLLOW HIM WILL SUFFER.

THIS IS THE PATH OF CHRIST, WHICH IS FULL OF SUFFERING.

IF ONE IS AFRAID TO SUFFER, DO NOT FOLLOW THIS PATH, FOR YOU WILL SURELY SUFFER.

BUT IF YOU WANT TO FOLLOW GOD ABBA, AND YHWH, THEN BY ALL MEANS FOLLOW THIS PATH.

IT WILL GIVE YOU LONG SUFFERING FOR THE SAKE OF FOLLOWING GOD.

IT WILL GIVE MUCH LESSONS THAT PAINS AND SORROW THE HEART, THAT YOU WILL WISH DEATH TO COME IN YOUR PATH TO EASE YOUR SUFFERINGS.

YET, THERE IS ONLY ONE PROMISE THAT THIS PATH HAS:

IF ONE WILL PERSIST IN THIS PATH TILL THE END, THERE IS ETERNAL LIFE IN ITS END, IN THE COMPANY OF GOD, WITHIN THE KINGDOM OF GOD.

THIS IS A SUPREME GUARANTEE TO THOSE WHO WILL CHOOSE TO SUFFER WITH ME TILL THE END.

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RECEIVED A MESSAGE THROUGH INSPIRATION IN MY MIND ON HOW TO SOLVE THE PRESENT PROBLEM OF LACKING OF FUNDS AND TO ADDRESS THE EMERGENCY NEED OF SOMEONE ASKING FOR ASSISTANCE.

THIS IS A GIFT RECEIVED FROM ONE OF OUR ELDERS LAST MONTH.

 I WAS FORCED TO PAWN IT.

 IT WAS PAWNED AT P7,000, WITH P6,715 ACTUAL AMOUNT OBTAINED.

P6, 700 WAS GIVEN TO THE PERSON WHO NEEDS THIS MONEY.
P15 WENT TO THE SECURITY GUARD OF THE PAWNSHOP.

 BOUGHT WATER AND GAVE IT TO SOMEONE WHO IS THIRSTY AMONG THE STREET FOLKS.

 FREE CONSULT GIVEN.

A POOR CHILD WITH 2 WEEKS FEVER AND RASHES, RED PINPOINT, WITH COUGH AND SUNKEN EYEBALLS WAS BROUGHT TO ME FOR FREE CONSULT.

THAT CHILD IS THE SON OF ONE OF THE TEEN MOTHERS AMONG THE STREET FOLKS.

ADVISED CONSULT AT THE NEAREST HEALTH CENTER.

GAVE THIS PRESCRIPTION FOR THE CHILD.

GAVE MONEY TO THEM TO BE ABLE TO BUY THE MEDICINE THEY NEED.

 IT IS POSSIBLE ALSO THAT THE CHILD HAS DENGUE FEVER, AND THAT THERE IS A CHANCE THAT THE CHILD WILL HAVE INCREASED RASHES AND BLEEDING WHEN HIS FEVER SUBSIDED.

HAVE ADVISED THEM TO HAVE THE CHILD TO DRINK PLENTY OF WATER, AND ALSO TO HAVE HIM BROUGHT TO THE NEAREST HEALTH CENTER FOR CONSULT.

EXPLAINED THE POSSIBLE OUTCOME OF THE CHILD IF HE IS NOT BROUGHT TO THE HEALTH CENTER.

GAVE ALMS TO THE POOR AND THE NEEDY.

 BOUGHT COOKED RICE WITH FOOD AND GAVE IT TO THE POOR.

 GAVE MY OWN BREAD TO THE POOR.

AUDIT OF FUNDS:

PAWNING OF PENDANT: P6,715

SELL OF ITEM PERSONAL ITEMS: P900

FUND BALANCE: P869

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P8,484- TOTAL FUNDS

DEBT: P3,750- I HAVE NEGOTIATED WITH MY DEBTOR TO SELL TO HIM THE ITEMS GIVEN TO HIM AS COLLATERAL. THAT IS WHY I HAVE OBTAINED AN EXTRA P900 FROM THE SALE OF PERSONAL ITEMS.

THE P3,750 DEBT IS NO LONGER A DEBT BUT PAID FOR BY THE SELL OF THE ITEMS MADE AS COLLATERAL.

EXPENSES:

P800- HELP TO POOR FAMILIES

P6,700- GIVEN TO THE ONE WHO NEEDS IT

P15- GIVEN TO THE GUARD AS CONSIDERATION

P400-ALMS TO THE POOR

P100- GIVEN FOR MEDICINES OF A SICK CHILD

P20- WATER FOR THE POOR

P250- FOOD FOR THE POOR

P30- TRANSPORTATION EXPENSE

P100- FOOD/DRINKS EXPENSE

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P8,415- TOTAL EXPENSES

TOTAL FUNDS:

P8,484-P8,415= P69- THE FUNDS THAT REMAIN THIS DAY.

THE MISSION WORKS WAS ABLE TO CONTINUE BY SELLING PERSONAL ITEMS TO BE THE SOURCE OF FUNDS FOR MISSION WORKS.

THERE ARE A NUMBER OF STREET CHILDREN WHOM I HAVE MET THIS DAY THAT SHOULD HAVE DIED IN THE PAST IF WE HAVE NOT HELPED THEM.

THERE WAS A POOR CHILD WHO IN THE PAST HAS PNEUMONIA. HE WAS IN CRITICAL CONDITION WHEN I SAW HIM. 

HIS FAMILY HAS NO MONEY.

BOUGHT HIM THE NECESSARY MEDICINES AND HAVE HIM TREATED AT HOME.

HE SURVIVED, AND IS ALIVE.

WITHOUT INTERVENTION, THIS CHILD HAVE DIED.

REMEMBERING THE POOR CHILDREN WHO ARE SICK IN THE PAST WHICH WERE GIVEN FREE MEDICINES WHO HAVE SURVIVED BECAUSE WE GAVE HELP TO THEM.

REMEMBERING ALSO THE POOR CHILDREN WHO HAVE DIED IN THE PAST BECAUSE THEY WERE NOT GIVEN HELP AT ALL, FOR I WAS NOT INFORMED ABOUT THEIR SICKNESS OR CONDITION IN THE PAST, NOR HAVE THEY APPROACHED ME TO SEEK FOR HELP.

REMEMBERING THE STARVING STREET CHILDREN WHO COULD HAVE DIED OF STARVATION IF WE DID NOT HELP THEM REGULARLY.

REMEMBERING THE POOR MOTHERS WHO COULD HAVE THEIR CHILDREN DIE OF SICKNESS OR STARVATION WITHOUT OUR HELP TO THEM.

IF I DID NOT BECOME A MISSIONER TO HELP THEM UP TO THIS DAY, THEY COULD HAVE DIED.

THE VALUE OF OUR WORK IS THAT IN THE PROCESS OF FULFILLING OUR MISSION WORKS, WE SAVE LIVES.

THAT IS HOW VALUABLE OUR WORK IS.

ASIDE FROM SAVING LIVES, WE FEED THE HUNGRY, HELP POOR SCHOOLING CHILDREN, PROVIDE SHELTER, CLOTHING, AND OTHER HELP FOR THOSE WHO ARE IN NEED.

IF WE DID NOT HELP OR INTERVENE, A NUMBER OF PEOPLE WOULD HAVE DIED ALREADY.

THAT IS HOW VALUABLE THIS WORK IS.
WE HELP IN THE SURVIVAL OF THE POOR.
WE HELP IN THE EDUCATION OF POOR CHILDREN.

WE HELP PROVIDE HOPE TO THE HOPELESS.

OFFERING TO GOD THESE MISSION WORKS.

TO GOD BE THE GLORY FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN.