PRAISE BE TO GOD, FOR EVERYTHING.
PSALM 22:6
But I am a worm and not a man, scorned by men and despised by the people.
JOB 25:6
how much less man, who is but a maggot--a son of man, who is only a worm!"
IN SPITE OF BEING JUST A WORM, BEARING HARDSHIPS, SCORN, INSULTS AND DEGRADATION IN LIFE FOR THE SAKE OF HELPING OTHERS SURVIVE, GOD HAS LET ME LIVE -SUFFERING EACH DAY TO FULFILL HIS DIVINE WILL.
IN SPITE OF EXTREME LACK, DID HELP OTHERS WHO ARE IN NEED.
THAT TIME, THE REMAINING MONEY IN MY WALLET IS THIS P100.
THE REMAINING COINS I HAVE I SHARED TO OTHERS IN NEED.
I HAVE A HEAVY BURDEN UPON MY SHOULDERS- TO FIND MONEY TO SHELTER THE POOR FAMILIES WE ARE HELPING: THEY ARE BEING EVICTED FROM THE HOME WE ARE RENTING FOR THEM.
THE CHEAPEST HOME WE CAN FIND FOR THEM IS P3,500 PER MONTH- WHEREIN THERE IS A NEED TO GIVE ONE MONTH DEPOSIT, 2 MONTHS ADVANCE.
TO RAISE FUNDS, I AM TRYING TO FIND WAYS TO HELP THESE FAMILIES, WHO EVER SINCE HAVE NOTHING OF THEIR OWN.... WHAT THEY HAVE IS OUR HELP THROUGH THE YEARS.
TO THE UNCONCERNED, THIS IS NOT A PROBLEM...
IF I AM THAT UNCONCERNED PERSON, IT WOULD NOT MATTER TO ME IF THEY GO HUNGRY OR LIVE ON THE STREETS.
BUT I DO CARE, AND IT MAKES ME SUFFER THAT AT THIS POINT IN TIME, I CANNOT DO ANYTHING BUT WAIT FOR GOD'S HELP.
THESE FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN SUFFERING- ASKING GOD IN PRAYER, THAT HE HELP US THROUGH TROUBLED TIMES.
I HAD THESE TROUBLES BECAUSE OF FOLLOWING WHAT HE WANTS ME TO DO, BEARING MUCH SUFFERING BECAUSE OF LOVING GOD THAT MUCH, TO EXCHANGE MY LIFE SO THAT OTHERS MAY BE EASED OF THEIR BURDENS...
MANY TIMES I REALLY WANT TO QUIT... FOR IT IS REALLY HARD TO BEAR IT EVERYDAY.
AT TIMES I JUST WANT TO DISAPPEAR AND LEAVE IT ALL.
BUT I DID NOT- I REMAINED TO BEAR IT ALL, TO HELP THEM.
IN SPITE OF KNOWING THAT THIS IS A THANKLESS JOB, TO SERVE GOD- STILL DID I CONTINUE.
I JUST PRAY TO GOD THAT HE GRANT ME RELEASE FROM ALL OF THIS.
THAT ONE DAY, I MAY JUST DIE IN PEACE....
I DID NOT EXPERIENCE MUCH HAPPINESS IN THIS WORLD...
MAY IN THE AFTERLIFE, I MAY EXPERIENCE THE JOY OF GOD'S COMPANY.
GOD KNOWS WHAT IS TRULY HAPPENING AND WHAT TRULY TRANSPIRES.
I COMMEND TO GOD EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING TO US.
MAY GOD HELP US SOLVE OUR PROBLEMS .
IT IS NOT FOR US THAT WE HELP- IT IS FOR THE FULFILLMENT OF GOD'S WILL THAT WE DO THIS.
THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WHO ARE GOOD IN SCORNING, CRITICIZING, INSULTING AND DEGRADING- USING WORDS TO CONVINCE OTHERS THAT WHAT WE DO IS WRONG.
OUR CONSCIENCE IS CLEAR- GOD KNOWS WHAT IS IN OUR HEARTS.
WE DOCUMENT THE DAILY OUTREACH- TO SHOW YOU GOOD EXAMPLE ON HOW TO SERVE GOD--- AND FOR YOU TO KNOW HOW IT IS TO LIVE FOR GOD'S WORD AND TO SERVE OTHERS IN NEED.
WE SUFFER ON BEHALF OF GOD'S WORD....
WE ARE REDUCED TO WORMS FOR THE LOVE OF HIM.
I AM NOT ASKING MUCH FROM GOD- JUST THE HELP FOR US TO CONTINUE.
TO ADDRESS THE CURRENT PROBLEMS WE ARE FACING.
IT IS NOT FOR US BUT FOR OTHERS THAT WE DO THIS.
MAY GOD'S PEOPLE HELP US.
MAY GOD'S PEOPLE DO NOT BECOME DEAF OR BLIND TO OUR CRY FOR HELP.
MAY GOD'S PEOPLE RESPOND TO OUR CALL FOR HELP IN THIS TIME OF NEED.
GOD BLESS EVERYONE.
THANKS AND PRAISE BE TO GOD.
